Hello Annoying (:

I'm a Fool to Want You

Tuesday, November 3, 2009 8:52 AM

I` m a fool to want you by Billie Holiday

I` m a fool to want you
I` m a fool to want you
To want a love that cant be true
A love thats there for others too

I` m a fool to hold you
Such a fool to hold you
To seek a kiss not mine alone
To share a kiss that devil has known

Time and time again I said Id leave you
Time and time again I went away
But then would come the time when I would need you
And once again these words I had to say

Take me back, I love you
...i need you
I know its wrong, it must be wrong
But right or wrong I cant get along...
........Without you.......

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I love the Advertisement. NO! not because it was a Chanel production, but the scenery, the artistic look of the visual effects and mostly, I relate more to the song because it can actually depict the way I feel.

:)

Eureka!

4:14 AM

After taking a long nap today, and when I woke up; I've finally realized that there are some things that isn't just going to work out. I guess I'll just ignore it. I wanted to say "forget about it", but who am I kidding ryte? I can never FORGET. Pfffttttttt..
I really hate it when emotions tend to screw with your head and when you're not thinking straight; you get caught in denial and makes the most foolish decision ever.

I mean, I did try my best to work things out but all i hear was mountain full of excuses and indefinite replies. Replies that often lies on the gray line, and being the utmost straight forward person that I am, you could imagine how annoying it can be. Which means what? is it a YES or a NO?

And I don't want to keep sitting in my tiny little *actuallyquitespacious* room and think to myself "So what now?" over and over again.

Anyhow! I'm just going to put on my invisible mask and call it a day. *trashesEverythingAtTheBackofMyHead*

Currently,

I really need friends who can make the best out of me and it is good when I can be a great assistance to my friends when they are having problems.

In time, I will try to open up myself bit by bit -just not my nature yet! but it can be changed I know.

So,

So long suckers!

(Not referring to anyone in particular, It just sounded better if you put 'suckers' behind, HAHAHA)

I like it :) credits HannLun

Monday, November 2, 2009 7:10 AM

I'd Like to Make Myself Belief

6:37 AM

I'm currently done with a paper.

Yay!

I'm hoping for the best for the final outcome of that paper.

Don't want to appear or feel too confident about it.

It's my own superstitious.

HAR HARR..

Today seems like a gloomy day.
is it because of the weather?

All the pouring of the rain,day and night seems to be getting into people's emotion.

People are having relationships problem, well even myself.

Not really a problem anymore actually.

Knowing how discreet of a person I am.

You will never know.

I seriously think that I am in a need for a new handphone :D

My current one keep giving me the "inactive Simcard" notice, in which is being quite a bitch cause I have to switch it off and on again to make it go awayyyy.

And, another point where I discover that my fingers were dying of me while I was replying long and multiple msges today.

Just cause the keypads were pretty stiff and flat that
I often use my nails to jab on the keypads!

I hate it when sometimes things just doesn't work my way.

How I wish I could play God someday.

I hope I'll be getting that Internship.
It would be another phase of my pathway to adulthood.

Considering the fact that I haven't had the working experience before.
Yes, not even once.

*trust me, I'm no princess*

Loves!

Too Lost in You

6:22 AM

You look into my eyes

I go out of my mind

I can't see anything

Cos this love's got me blind

I can't help myself

I can't break the spell

I can't even try

I'm in over my head

You got under skin

I got no strength at all

In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak

And my mouth can't speak

Fell too far this time

[Chorus:]

Baby, I'm too lost in you

Caught in you

Lost in everything about you

So deep, I can't sleep

I can't think

I just think about the things that you do (you do)

I'm too lost in you

(Too lost in you)

ooh

Well you whispered to me

And I shiver inside

You undo me and move me

In ways undefined

And you're all I see

And you're all I need

Help me baby (help me baby)

Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away

Like the sand to the tide

Falling into your arms

Falling into your eyes

If you get too near

I might disappear

I might lose my mind

[Chorus:]

Baby, I'm too lost in you

Caught in you

Lost in everything about you

So deep, I can't sleep

I can't think

I just think about the things that you do (you do)

I'm too lost in you

(Too lost in you)

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby

(I can't eat and I can't sleep)

I'm going down like a stone in the sea

Yeah, no one can rescue me

(No one can rescue me)

Oooh, my baby

Oooh, baby, baby

[Chorus:]

Baby, I'm too lost in you

Caught in you

Lost in everything about you

So deep, I can't sleep

I can't think

I just think about the things that you do (you do)

I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you

I'm lost in everything about you

So deep (so deep), I can't sleep

I can't think

I just think about the things that you do (you do)

I'm too lost in you

(Too lost in you)

***

Sometimes I wonder,

who will that next guy be?

to make me feel that way once again.

enough

The Colour Purple

Monday, October 26, 2009 2:22 AM

Guess whart?

What a nice way to start this post because:

1) There's a great picture of Chui Yi and I

2) We are both wearing Purple, as Chui Yi likes it!

3) The post title will definitely make Chui Yi go all Gu Gu Gahh Gahhh!! *LOL*

My dear friend Chui Yi,

Known her for 3 years now...

She's seen the good and bad sides of me *coughs-mostlyI'mgood*

She is the only friend I know who never gets bored of the colour purple!

(That explains all the colour purple keep splashing on to this particular post)

She is often being misunderstood of being a S**T

HAHAAAAH!

I know how she hated it whenever I said that.

But she is always forgiving for my demeaning behaviour.

She's my buddy for everything girlie!

*so Bimbotic*

And she LOVES it whenever I give her the attention.

LMAO!

Well, you sure deserve it today..since it is your 20th Birthday woman!

HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY!

More hanging out session with you after the finals!

Loves!

Living like a University Student

2:04 AM

Sometimes it is always nice to have a couple of good friends around,

to bail you out when you are having your doubts or,

just to kill boredom.

Though I never had much to share,

but I like the fact that I am able to listen to what others have to say..

and I never get bored of it. Well, unless you repeat yourself multiple times..it gets annoying. hahah..

Lucky me to have TWO great companion :)

It gets better when you have a BUNCH of them.

All sorts of personalities and traits..
but when it comes down to one:

we are actually very similar,
the purpose to STUDY for the upcoming finals!

*what a dread*

Good to know,

Converse shoes still rocks!