Hello Annoying (:

Sympathy, being too comfortable or maybe just LOVE?

Saturday, November 28, 2009 4:31 AM

To you I shall say, as I have often said before,

'Do not be in a hurry,the right man will come at last.'

-Jane Austen-

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Have to start packing my stuff already. Going to temporary move to my aunt's place in PJ because nearer to where I am going to be working.

Able to save on fuel,time and also avoid the horrific jam!

Come meet up with me after my working hours ei?
I guess I'll be pretty bored and lonely.

seeya!

Want what I can't have

Friday, November 27, 2009 4:52 AM

Yeap! Finally watched New Moon with ChuiYi yesterday before she left to Yunnan today for holidays. Missing her already :)

Oh!! before that of course I finally hang out with Yee Wa as well. The three of us went for ZARA warehouse sale. I hate warehouse sale seriously...so stuffy, packed with people, the items are OFTEN over sized and basically just don't like la. LOL!

Found my new love:

JACOB BLACK or maybe more of TAYLOR LAUTNER!

*It is good to be able to dream once a while*

HOHOHOHOO...Shaddaapppp..

OMG..HOLY....Sexy kan?

GO TEAM JACOB!!!

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On a different note,

I've actually able to quote something , like i literally jot in down the script while watching this particular scene in Sex and the City ,

" In love relationship, there is a fine line between pleasure and pain.

Some believe that relationship without pain is a relationship not worth having.

To some,pain implies growth.

But how do we know, when do the growing pains stop and the pain pains take over?

Are we masochists or optimists if we continue to walk between the fine line?

When in a relationship,

how do you know when enough is enough?"

Hmmm...

Makes me wonder

JumpS and Screamsssss!

Monday, November 23, 2009 1:53 AM

Today, I woke up so early to follow my mom to the kindergarten. OMG! I was so so tired and restless because the night before I couldn't even sleep at all. I guess the biological clock goes all haywire due to all the last nights outings and onlining.

I know ryte, you must be curious why don't I just stay at home and sleep. I had no choice actually, because I had this job interview this afternoon and I had very poor sense of direction. THUS! I need my mom to guide me there. Yes! It is that bad.
If next time I ask you to turn Right, you might as well follow your instincts of turning to the Left. hahaha..

While I was there in my Mom's kindergarten, I came to noticed there were several art works that are done by the children. Actually, there is ALOT! LOL! practically every corner of the walls. At first, I didn't have much thought about it..but after staring at it for like 5 minutes, I came to notice something. That is; You can really tell what the child's personality are as according to their art work. It really shows ! since I know some of the kids there already :)

It was so pathetic I tell you. Because I was so tired and wanted to sleep badly..I went to one of the empty classroom and use both of those chair as a substitute for my bed. I do not know how I manage to sleep up straight! and at one point I almost fell from the tiny chair. Hahahahha!

Thank god no one saw cause I do feel embarrassed disregard the half-asleep and half-awake condition that I was in during that moment.

TADDAAA!!!
who is not vain la come on! Don't judge me.

OH!! by the way.....

My Job interview went pretty well........
I think I might be getting the JOB!

*positivity*

Finally laaa...

I can feel the glamor of working in a corporate environment.

see ya!

Books for Sale!

Sunday, November 22, 2009 1:34 AM

Dear Monash-ians,

My books are for sale

Hopefully i didn't screw any of my subjects this semester.

LOL!

Shine with us

1:00 AM

I have never party this often, and the best part is that I've never regretted every second of it.

Finally saw Michie Mic and Hann! :)
Arghhhh!!! but i'm telling you, even new friends are calling me 'Raichu' already. No thanks to my Monashians. Raichu is a pokemon character in case you people don't know what is it really all about.

Anyways, move along...move alongg...

Partying in Poppy garden again! Chui Yi was saying...since we come here so often, we can be their regular already :D Part of me wishes not to be one because it makes me sounded as though I am this hardcore partygirl. In which I am so not the case and neither any of my friends. We're just a bunch of people gathering, bonding and catching up with each other since their isn't much time to spare for a longgggggg meaningless talk when semester starts.

Jiun Yaw came and boy was he dancing like a RockStar! :) In a cute way of course. HAHAH!

That's Huey Ying (middle) and her friend (left)

Very friendly people, knew them from Evvon :)

Sorry, I am always not prepared for the camera
har harr harrrrr...

The Girls in rainbow colour

Nice.

L: Ivy, Evvon, Cheryl, Janics, ChuiYi, Me, Michelle and Cynthia

Only ChuiYi love this time, Jing Love was feeling unwell so couldn't make it.

Ms Aw Jing Xiu! Get well soon okay.
We will have our camping sessions SOON!

Swagga like us

Evvon was looking smoking HAWT that night!

(the one in RED)

*praising people is good once in a while*

LMAO!

Credits to Cheryl *er errrr*

Last but not least,
to end the post...

Thanks Cheryl for giving me such great companionship! Hope you felt the same from me as well.
LOL!!!!

You know you love me.

GOOD LUCK with your intern in JB.

Talking bout getting a Job.
I have a Job Interview tomorrow!

I am so Nervouseee

*sweats*

lovelove

The End is Near

Thursday, November 19, 2009 6:31 AM

Watched 2012 in Pavillion with Uni mates on Tuesdayy!

That movie was pretty good actually.

I like the idea where they even plan to save the animals! Shipping them across the sky :D

The rest is pretty predictable la...everything falling into bits and pieces.

A WHOLE lot of people and characters died in the process of life saving.

Makes you think alot actually.

*chik Chak*

Toilet moments!

There comes Yunn! (Far left) who came by surprise.

L: Yunn, Chrislyn , Cheryl , me and Henry

Sigh...

I have other pictures to blog about,

but i cant seem to load it here.

It gets annoyinggg..

Anyhoo..

enjoy your day and Bangsar shopping today was FantaBulous! (fantastic+fabulous)
That's how awesome it is.

lovelove

3 Nights in a ROW

Sunday, November 15, 2009 12:12 AM

Hello there!

I'm finally free from examination period and I've been partying like 3 consecutive nights ever since my last paper ended which is of 3 days ago. LMAO

I honestly can just hope for the best for all my papers. If you ask me how was the exam papers? I usually will only give the conventional answer: Okay la.

My Dad gets quite annoyed whenever he ask me that. HAHAHA! He'll go like, "You and your che che same one. Always OK only".

Sighh...and now I have to like do some house chores man! my maid just went back like yesterday for a 1 month vacation! OMG! holidays are spent to do dirty laundry and washing plates and cups! NYAH!

Anyways...the first night was spent in .................

Yes!

MAISON!

Here in Lecka Lecka before heading to the club

Then the 2nd one was in...

POPPY GARDEN YO!

By far this was the best clubbing experience among all the many times I've clubbed.

Women that I cherished!

My latest pet! :)
I'll give you my LOVE alryte.

hahahahaha!

Number 1 - 8 POSE!

PLAYMATES

The third night unfortunately,

Chui Yi and I forgotten to bring our camera. HAHAHA!

So no pictureesss!

It was in Poppy as well.

Love you guys!.... more outing to be planned!

I'm a Fool to Want You

Tuesday, November 3, 2009 8:52 AM

I` m a fool to want you by Billie Holiday

I` m a fool to want you
I` m a fool to want you
To want a love that cant be true
A love thats there for others too

I` m a fool to hold you
Such a fool to hold you
To seek a kiss not mine alone
To share a kiss that devil has known

Time and time again I said Id leave you
Time and time again I went away
But then would come the time when I would need you
And once again these words I had to say

Take me back, I love you
...i need you
I know its wrong, it must be wrong
But right or wrong I cant get along...
........Without you.......

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I love the Advertisement. NO! not because it was a Chanel production, but the scenery, the artistic look of the visual effects and mostly, I relate more to the song because it can actually depict the way I feel.

:)

Eureka!

4:14 AM

After taking a long nap today, and when I woke up; I've finally realized that there are some things that isn't just going to work out. I guess I'll just ignore it. I wanted to say "forget about it", but who am I kidding ryte? I can never FORGET. Pfffttttttt..
I really hate it when emotions tend to screw with your head and when you're not thinking straight; you get caught in denial and makes the most foolish decision ever.

I mean, I did try my best to work things out but all i hear was mountain full of excuses and indefinite replies. Replies that often lies on the gray line, and being the utmost straight forward person that I am, you could imagine how annoying it can be. Which means what? is it a YES or a NO?

And I don't want to keep sitting in my tiny little *actuallyquitespacious* room and think to myself "So what now?" over and over again.

Anyhow! I'm just going to put on my invisible mask and call it a day. *trashesEverythingAtTheBackofMyHead*

Currently,

I really need friends who can make the best out of me and it is good when I can be a great assistance to my friends when they are having problems.

In time, I will try to open up myself bit by bit -just not my nature yet! but it can be changed I know.

So,

So long suckers!

(Not referring to anyone in particular, It just sounded better if you put 'suckers' behind, HAHAHA)

I like it :) credits HannLun

Monday, November 2, 2009 7:10 AM

I'd Like to Make Myself Belief

6:37 AM

I'm currently done with a paper.

Yay!

I'm hoping for the best for the final outcome of that paper.

Don't want to appear or feel too confident about it.

It's my own superstitious.

HAR HARR..

Today seems like a gloomy day.
is it because of the weather?

All the pouring of the rain,day and night seems to be getting into people's emotion.

People are having relationships problem, well even myself.

Not really a problem anymore actually.

Knowing how discreet of a person I am.

You will never know.

I seriously think that I am in a need for a new handphone :D

My current one keep giving me the "inactive Simcard" notice, in which is being quite a bitch cause I have to switch it off and on again to make it go awayyyy.

And, another point where I discover that my fingers were dying of me while I was replying long and multiple msges today.

Just cause the keypads were pretty stiff and flat that
I often use my nails to jab on the keypads!

I hate it when sometimes things just doesn't work my way.

How I wish I could play God someday.

I hope I'll be getting that Internship.
It would be another phase of my pathway to adulthood.

Considering the fact that I haven't had the working experience before.
Yes, not even once.

*trust me, I'm no princess*

Loves!

Too Lost in You

6:22 AM

You look into my eyes

I go out of my mind

I can't see anything

Cos this love's got me blind

I can't help myself

I can't break the spell

I can't even try

I'm in over my head

You got under skin

I got no strength at all

In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak

And my mouth can't speak

Fell too far this time

[Chorus:]

Baby, I'm too lost in you

Caught in you

Lost in everything about you

So deep, I can't sleep

I can't think

I just think about the things that you do (you do)

I'm too lost in you

(Too lost in you)

ooh

Well you whispered to me

And I shiver inside

You undo me and move me

In ways undefined

And you're all I see

And you're all I need

Help me baby (help me baby)

Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away

Like the sand to the tide

Falling into your arms

Falling into your eyes

If you get too near

I might disappear

I might lose my mind

[Chorus:]

Baby, I'm too lost in you

Caught in you

Lost in everything about you

So deep, I can't sleep

I can't think

I just think about the things that you do (you do)

I'm too lost in you

(Too lost in you)

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby

(I can't eat and I can't sleep)

I'm going down like a stone in the sea

Yeah, no one can rescue me

(No one can rescue me)

Oooh, my baby

Oooh, baby, baby

[Chorus:]

Baby, I'm too lost in you

Caught in you

Lost in everything about you

So deep, I can't sleep

I can't think

I just think about the things that you do (you do)

I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you

I'm lost in everything about you

So deep (so deep), I can't sleep

I can't think

I just think about the things that you do (you do)

I'm too lost in you

(Too lost in you)

***

Sometimes I wonder,

who will that next guy be?

to make me feel that way once again.

enough