What to do?
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 9:57 AM
Holidays are coming to an end. Uni is starting next Monday. I'm feeling a little pressured about the whole idea of me driving . How arh? I feel so useless (or maybe I am)Maybe driving is not my thing? You know like how some people are not being able to draw or be creative?Yeahhh....or maybe like what they always say, i just need more practice and confidence.I never will deny the fact that i am not much of an optimistic person. Many people always awaits the best side of an outcome, but i on the other hand always think of the negative ones. I am truly a 'WHAT IF?' person. However, I will not admit that all these negativity, portrays me as a negative person. I tend to convinced myself that i am only being realistic. Which most of the time,i really am. I will never attempt things that is out of my capability. Sometimes, i do respond to the challenge and once i do, i really hate losing. Little things especially,like arguments. Ha HA! Come to think of it, i'm not really an ambitious person. Cause i hate competition and i hate being compared to others especially. Some people are just being pure mean you know (speaking generally), they say things to psychologically mingle with your mind which leads to emotional disturbance and unwise decision making. These people are SMART. I know. Some people are dreamers and I'm sometimes like that too. Unfortunately i have a sister who will smack reality right at my face. She's the kind who scolds and lecture me when i'm spending unnecessarily or being a pain in the butt. Wahahaha! Trust me, how spoilt can i be? If you're friends with me. You'd know.Bye.Don't judge a book by its cover.=)
