Eureka!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 4:14 AM
After taking a long nap today, and when I woke up; I've finally realized that there are some things that isn't just going to work out. I guess I'll just ignore it. I wanted to say "forget about it", but who am I kidding ryte? I can never FORGET. Pfffttttttt..
I really hate it when emotions tend to screw with your head and when you're not thinking straight; you get caught in denial and makes the most foolish decision ever.
I mean, I did try my best to work things out but all i hear was mountain full of excuses and indefinite replies. Replies that often lies on the gray line, and being the utmost straight forward person that I am, you could imagine how annoying it can be. Which means what? is it a YES or a NO?
And I don't want to keep sitting in my tiny little *actuallyquitespacious* room and think to myself "So what now?" over and over again.
Anyhow! I'm just going to put on my invisible mask and call it a day. *trashesEverythingAtTheBackofMyHead*
Currently,
I really need friends who can make the best out of me and it is good when I can be a great assistance to my friends when they are having problems.
:)
In time, I will try to open up myself bit by bit -just not my nature yet! but it can be changed I know.
So,
So long suckers!
(Not referring to anyone in particular, It just sounded better if you put 'suckers' behind, HAHAHA)
