Valentine's Day?
14th February?


Those were one of the many other things in life that i never thought- i would consider about. However, this year! It's different. For the past 18 years ++ of my life, this is my First time celebrating Valentine's Day. So now you know, this would be my very first real relationship. Which means, first time going on dates, first time holding hands and first time of everything lah. I am an amateur. Do you mind? So yea,I didn't really think how to celebrate this very day with him but instead, the first question that triggers my mind was.... WHAT should i get him??



Anyhow, that gift part did settled eventually. You want to know what I got him? Nahhh... I am so not telling. Anyways, I do agree with a couple of my friends who stated that Valentine's Day is not only about celebrating with your Boyfriend and what's not. It is also about expressing your love to your family members and FRIENDS! as well. So yea... Boys and Girls! I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!! See, I'm improving bit by bit. I'm starting to express my feelings-MORE. Really grateful to a certain someone who always be so particular about me expressing myself. =) YES YOU! Thanks. I really mean it!!!



Anyways, back to my V'Day granny Story. HE came to my house past noon. Bought me a bouquet of flowers ( YES! 12 Roses - to be exact) with a very sweet card in it and a box of chocolate with words printed on it like "Happy Valentine's Day" and etc. Well, he is the only person who likes me FAT. He said that i look so much cuter when i'm round coz at one point i did reach 50Kg. I know. Stop staring at me already! LOL.

After that, when we were in his car on the way to his place. He asked me kindly, to help him take his bag under my car seat. ANd SO i did. I tried to reach for it and i pulled out a black dusty CD holder. Then i told him, " Where got bag?" and so he replied, " Got, you try and see again." I was like..Alryteeee..... Bend my body a little, stretched my neck a little and there ! * BOoM ! * It was like Magic. I got hold onto another present. Nicely wrapped. I only did open this second present in his room. GUESS wart??? See! i'm even giving you hints. He got me a Guess purse or wallet!! Not sure which is which. Gosh. What more can i ever expect from a guy ryte?

Not only that. The day before (13th Feb) was Cherish's farewell dinner. We went 7ateNine and Modesto somewhere near Aloha. at the side of the pavement, many people were selling bouquets and bouquets of flowers and many other V'day Symbolic items. He went and bought me a bouquet of not flowers, But Toys. There were 2 small teddys in the middle surrounded by 5 shinning hearts. After that, he bought me 3 red balloons that comes in the shape of hearts.

Oh yea. This V'Day was the day that i met his parents as well. Not only went to meet them as their son's date but also went for a seafood dinner with his family. I did freaked out a little when i was asked to meet his parents. I mean, although his parents aren't going to eat me or something but you know, somehow you'll feel a slight anxiousness. I know some of you might not agree with me in this and keep telling me at that moment, "Why should i feel that way and stuff??" coz well, maybe u haven't experience it or whatever the reasons are. I don't know.

so after having dinner, waittt....! i forgot to tell you that i got Angpow! Okayss.... His dad is Super generous. Hehehee.... I couldn't believed my eyes when i open it. Even my relatives do not give me that amount. Back to my after dinner story, we all went back to his place and all his brother's gfs and I helped his mom to prepare the stuff for the "Pai Thi Kong" ceremony. Sorry la. I don't really know how to spell it. Sounds similar though. I know that i'm not of Hokkien origins but i did pray anyhow. Once again , he and his brother went out for a moment to get flowers for their Mom and Aunts! SO Sweet. Even i, don't get those for my Mom. *Shameful* When they got back, each and everyone of us were given a PINK rose. So nice. =)

Gosh! After today, I do realized that i am Obviously a BIG disappointment.
I'm so unloving , uncaring , not much of a romantic person , lack of creativity and insensitive. Sometimes i feel like a living zombie! Being too ignorant about everything.
I really do suck at being someone else's girlfriend.

Am ready to learn.

=)